falling inlove..

it is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery
how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It
is a mystery why some love grows and it is a
mystery why some love fails. You can analyze this
mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you
will never do anymore that take the life out of the
experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum
of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses
in the body, love is more than the sum of the
interests and attractions and commonalities that
two people share. And just as life itself is a gift
that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the
coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable
gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life -
the gift of love will come to you in full flower. Take
hold of it and celebrate it in all in expressible
beauty. This is the dream we all share. More often,
it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for
a brief moment, then move on. When this happen
to young people, they too often try to grasp the
love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a
gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall
out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit
of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the
love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for
what it was, then moving on.

They want answers where there are no answers.
They want to know what is wrong in them that
make the other person no longer love them, or try
to get their love to change, thinking that if some
small things were different, love would bloom
again. They blame their circumstances and say
that if they go far away and start a new life, their
love will grow. They try anything to give meaning to
what has happened. But there is no meaning
beyond the love itself, and until they accept its
own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.

You need to know this about love, and accept it.
You need to treat what it brings you with kindness.
If you find yourself in love with someone who does
not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is
nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to
rest in the other person's heart. If you find yourself
someone in love with you but you don't love him
back, feel honored that love came and called at
your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot
return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain.
How you deal with love is how you deal with
yourself. All our hearts feel the same pains and
joys, even if our lives and ways are different. If you
fall in love with another, and he falls in love with
you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to
reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a
reason and there is a meaning. You will know in
time. Remember that you don't choose love. Love
chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for
all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel
the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out
and give it away. Give it back to the person who
brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem
it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in
any way you can.

There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been
so long without love, they understand love only as
a need. They see their hearts as empty places
that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at
love
as something that flows to them rather than from
them. The first blush of new love is filled to
overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to
seeing their love as a need. They cease to be
someone who generates love and instead become
someone who seeks love. They forget that the
secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be
made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this and keep it to your heart. Love has
its time, its own season, its own reason for coming
and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or
reason it into staying. You can only embrace it
when it arrives and give it away when it comes to
you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or
from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you
can do and there is nothing you should do. Love
always has been and always will be a mystery. BE
GLAD THAT IT CAME TO LIVE FOR A MOMENT
IN YOUR LIFE.

the hardest thing in life is when you know inside
your heart you still love the person .. but you've run
out of reasons to fight for what you feel & what you
believe in...

hi!ang aking pagbabalik!wow!

ang aking pagbabalik (bow!)

ako'y ngbabalik..grabe napakaraming araw na pla ang nagdaan na ndi manlang ako gumagawa ng bagong article..napansin ko lang...nakakatamd na kc eh..at saka ang dami ng gingawa sa school..

marami- rami na rin ang mga araw na ndi ako ngsshare ng mga ngyayari sakin..kaya ung iba kong mga friends nagagalit na sakin...ang daya ko daw!ahaha...

may mga araw na lumipas na masaya ako..meron naman na soobrnag lungkot..wala lang..share ko lang..taena, ndi na gumagana utak ko!!!pigang- piga na kc sa school eh...

ayon!wala na ulit ako masabi..next tym nalang ulit!!babayu!

basta!

minsan ba naramdaman mo na parang nawawala na o lumalayo sayo ang iba mong mga kaibigan?na parang pakiramdam mo ayaw na nila sayo?basta..

sa mga lumipas na araw, pakiramdam ko unti unti na napapalayo sakin ang iba kong mga kaibigan..ndi dahil sila mismo ang gustong lumayo, kundi inilalayo sila ng iba ko pang mga kaibigan...ndi ko naman alam ang rason nila kung bakit nila ginagawa sa akin ito..wala naman akong matandaan na ginawa kong masama para gawin nila saki un..ndi naman sa ngdadrama ako..gusto ko lang malabas kung anong nararamdaman ko..kc everytime na nakikita ko sila, ndi ko maiwasang ndi isipin ang tungkol dun..ndi din naman sa ngseselos ako...ndi ko lang talaga maiwasan na ndi isipin...

basta naguguluhan lang talaga ako..kc ang hirap makisama sa mga taong ndi mo alam kung totoo sayo o ginagamit ka lang..ewan!!kagulo!

11:00 am...

7 am

The garbage truck

Beeps as it backs up

And I start my day thinking about

What I've thrown away

Could I push rewind?

All the credits strewn

In signifying the end

But I missed the best part

Could we please go back

To the start?

Forgive my indecision

Then again, then again, then again

You're always first when

No one's on your side

Then again, then again, then again

The day will come when

I want off that ride



11 am

By now you would think

That I would be up

But my bedsheets shade

The heated choices I made

What did I find?

I never thought I could want

Someone so much

'Cause now you're not here

And I'm knee deep

In my own fear

Forgive my indecision

I am only a man



Then again, then again, then again

You're always first when

No one's on your side

Then again, then again, then again

The day will come when

I want off that ride



12 pm and my dusty telephone rings

I get up from my pillow

Could it be?

I hope its you

It's you, oh



Then again, then again, then again

You're always first when

No one's on your side

Then again, then again, then again

The day has come and

I want off that ride

NEVER!!

Do you still remember back then when your mother wipes your tears every time you have tantrums? Or whenever you father brings you “pasalubong” just to get rid of your “kakulitan”? Every time your elder Kuya gives you cotton candy and protect you from the bullies. How does it feel every time you recall all those things? How does it feel that these things lingered in you since then? These things are too nice to be remembered...

NEVER ko toh narealized...

share ko lang..

-from ate kc's article...

ako po to'...

lam nyo ung feeling na parang lagi kang magisa?!parang walang pakialam ang mga taong nakapaligid sayo..parang ndi ka ng eexist..basta hirap ipaliwanag....

sa mga nagdaang araw, pakiramdam ko magisa nalang ako..minsan ndi na ko kumakain, natutulog at naliligo(joke lang!)..umiiyak nalang ako..ndi naman ako nagugutom eh..minsan nakakatamad na rin magaral kc wala namang pumapasok sa utak ko..

bakit ganun?!cmula nung nawala si mama(lola ko)..pakiramdam ko dumami ng dumami mga problema ko..walang araw ang lumipas na ndi ako umiiyak..kapag nasa school ako, ang saya saya ko..ndi ko pinapakita sa mga friends ko na may problema ako..soobrang parang wala lang..pero pagdating ko sa bahay namin..minsan kakain ako minsan ndi nalang..diretso kagad sa room ko..dun ndi na ko lalabas..dun ko lahat ibubuhos ang lungkot ko..dun ako iiyak, dun ko lahat gagawin kung ano man gusto kong gawin..

bahala na!!!ayaw ko ng mabuhay!!!

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why is it so hard to tell the truth... yet so easy to tell a lie, why are we so sleepy in church.. but when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up, why is it so hard to talk about God... but so easy to talk about nasty stuff?, why are we so bored to look at a Christian magazine... but so easy to look at a nasty one?, why is it so easy to delete a godly offline... yet we forward the nasty ones?? why are churches getting smaller... but yet bars and clubs are growing??... do you give up??... think about it....